The image of my hydrangeas, once towering emblems of horticultural triumph, now lay in skeletal ruins, killed by the corrosive touch of envy, left a palpable burn of betrayal in my gut. How could someone I once shared neighborhood nods with stumble into my yard, crooking envy into an act of sabotage, of pure spite? Yet, flickering beneath my outrage was the chill of determination. There would be repayment. Retribution was rooted deep in the soil now made toxic by Brenda’s hand—a truth as raw and undeniable as those poison-kissed petals.
In the glow of community scrutiny, she would reap what she’d sown. My arsenal—a six-inch screen’s damning gaze—awaited only the moment. There, amid daisies and daylilies at the Garden Club meeting, shifty eyes would shift to her. An unexpected unveiling, a twist fraying at the margins of expectation. Sweet justice loomed, promising to bloom larger than any flower.
The Wilted Crown
For twenty years, my hydrangeas were unimpeachable. They weren’t just flowers; they were architecture. Great, globelike heads of periwinkle and lavender, so heavy they’d kiss the manicured lawn after a summer rain. They were the talk of the neighborhood, the jewel of our quiet suburban street, and, for the last three years running, the undisputed champion of the Oakmont Community Garden Contest. They were my pride.
Now, they were skeletons. Blackened, skeletal claws reaching for a sky that offered no salvation.
I stood on my dew-dampened grass in my bathrobe, a mug of rapidly cooling coffee forgotten in my hand. It had happened overnight. Yesterday, they were perfect, preening for the upcoming contest. Today, they were a funeral pyre. My stomach twisted into a knot of ice and acid. I knelt, the damp seeping into the knees of my pajama pants, and touched a shriveled leaf. It crumbled into black dust between my fingers.
The smell hit me then, sharp and chemical, clinging to the soil. I dug my fingers into the mulch near the root ball of the largest bush, the one I’d named ‘The Empress.’ Beneath the cedar chips, the earth was dark and slick. I brought my fingers to my nose. An oily, petroleum-like stench. This wasn’t a blight. This wasn’t a pest. This was poison.
My mind, a frantic Rolodex of possibilities, landed on one name with sickening certainty: Brenda. My rival. My next-door nemesis. For three years, her perfectly respectable but ultimately pedestrian rose garden had been the runner-up to my hydrangea masterpiece. The forced, tight-lipped smiles at the awards ceremony. The way she’d look at my blooms not with admiration, but with a kind of bitter resentment, as if they had personally wronged her.
Last year’s loss had been particularly hard on her. I remembered her face, pale and pinched, when they announced my name. She’d muttered something to her husband, a thin, perpetually worried-looking man named Tom, and they’d left without so much as a plastic-cup-of-chardonnay toast in my direction. The air between our properties had been thick with unspoken animosity ever since.
A cold fury, clean and sharp, cut through my shock. This wasn’t just about a contest anymore. This was a violation. A desecration. She had crept onto my property, under the cover of darkness, and murdered the one thing that was purely, unequivocally mine. She had destroyed twenty years of work. She had destroyed my joy.
A Ghost in the Machine
My hands were trembling as I fumbled with my phone, my thumb jabbing at the security app icon. Mark, my husband, had insisted we get the cameras last year after a string of package thefts in the neighborhood. I’d thought it was overkill. Now, it was my salvation. I scrolled back through the event log, my heart hammering against my ribs. 2:17 AM. Motion Detected. Front Yard.
I tapped the play button.
The screen filled with the familiar, ghostly green-and-black of the night vision camera. The manicured lawn, the dark outline of the house, the skeletal remains of my flowerbed. And then, a figure. A shape detached itself from the deeper shadows of the maple tree that straddled our property line. It was a person, cloaked in a dark hoodie, the drawstring pulled tight, obscuring their face.
They moved with a furtive, hunched-over gait, scuttling across my lawn like a crab. My breath caught in my throat. The figure knelt right where I had knelt just minutes before, right over ‘The Empress.’ A spray bottle appeared in their hand. It was one of those industrial-looking gray ones, not a cutesy garden mister.
The figure pumped the handle methodically, a fine, dark mist settling over the unsuspecting blooms. They worked their way down the line, dousing each bush with the same deliberate, hateful precision. The whole process took less than two minutes. Two minutes to undo two decades.
The figure stood, gave one last look at their handiwork, and then turned slightly. For a brief, heart-stopping second, the motion-activated porch light from Brenda’s own house flickered on, illuminating the side of the person’s face as they turned to retreat.
The face was puffy, strained, and unmistakably Brenda’s.
A guttural sound escaped my lips, a mix of vindication and pure, unadulterated rage. It was her. The proof was right here, glowing on a 6-inch screen in my hand. The quiet, resentful neighbor. The poor loser. She was a saboteur. A vandal.
I saved the video to my phone, then Airdropped it to my iPad. There would be no quiet conversation over the fence. There would be no polite request for an explanation. This was an act of war, and I was going to choose the battlefield. The Garden Club meeting was this afternoon. In front of everyone. In front of her so-called friends. I was going to burn her reputation to the goddamn ground and sow the earth with salt.
A Counsel of Caution
“She did what?” Mark asked, looking up from his laptop at the kitchen island. He’d been hammering out a quarterly report, his brow furrowed in concentration. Now, his face was a mask of disbelief.
“She poisoned them, Mark. Murdered them,” I said, my voice tight. I paced the length of the kitchen, the iPad clutched in my hand like a stone tablet of commandments. “I have it on video.”
I plonked the iPad down in front of him, shoving aside a stack of his papers. He watched the grainy footage, his expression shifting from confusion to a low whistle of shock. “Wow. That’s… that’s Brenda, alright. I can’t believe it.”
“Oh, I can,” I snapped. “I’ve seen the way she looks at me. At the flowers. This has been brewing for years.”
“So what are you going to do?” he asked, closing the iPad cover. “Call the police?”
“Better,” I said, a grim smile touching my lips. “I’m going to confront her at the Garden Club meeting this afternoon. In front of everyone. I’m going to play this video and let them all see exactly who she is.”
Mark leaned back, rubbing his chin. He was a lawyer, a mediator by trade and by temperament. His mind always went to de-escalation, to finding the quietest path through a conflict. “Honey, are you sure that’s a good idea? A public shaming… that’s pretty brutal. It could get really ugly.”
“Good,” I retorted. “Let it be ugly. What she did was ugly. This is justice, Mark. She doesn’t get to slink away and pretend this didn’t happen.”
“I’m not saying she should,” he reasoned, his voice calm and measured. It was his lawyer voice, and it always grated on me when he used it at home. “I’m just saying, maybe there’s another way. Go talk to her first. Just you and her. Hear what she has to say.”
I laughed, a harsh, brittle sound. “What could she possibly say that would excuse this? ‘Oops, my hand slipped and I accidentally drenched your prize-winning hydrangeas in herbicide’? He doesn’t get it,” I thought, a fresh wave of frustration washing over me. “He sees a problem to be managed. I see a betrayal that needs to be avenged.” My son, Leo, wandered in, headphones around his neck, bass thumping faintly. He grabbed a box of cereal from the pantry, oblivious. “Hey. What’s up?” he mumbled.
“Brenda declared war on the hydrangeas,” Mark said, his tone dry.
Leo glanced out the window at the blackened shrubs. “Whoa. Bummer.” He poured cereal into a bowl and disappeared back into the den, the muffled explosions of his video game resuming. To him, it was just a background detail in his life. To me, it was the main event.
“See?” I said to Mark, gesturing vaguely towards the den. “It’s just flowers. No one understands what this means. Twenty years of my life, my work, gone. She deserves to be humiliated.”
Mark sighed, recognizing the set of my jaw. He knew this look. It was the same one I got when a grant proposal I’d poured my heart into was rejected for political reasons. It was my righteous indignation face. “Okay, Sarah. Okay. Just… be careful. This kind of thing can spiral.”
I picked up the iPad, its cool weight a comfort in my hand. “Let it,” I said, turning to go upstairs and get ready. “I’m the one holding the match.”
The Digital Execution
I spent the next hour preparing for the meeting with the focus of a surgeon preparing for a complex operation. I showered and dressed in what I privately called my “competent armor”: a pair of tailored slacks, a silk blouse, and a blazer that made me feel both professional and formidable. I did my makeup with extra care, a mask of calm composure I didn’t entirely feel.
The iPad was my primary focus. I plugged it in, ensuring it was at 100% battery. I re-watched the video of Brenda a half-dozen times, each viewing stoking my anger, solidifying my resolve. The way she scurried. The methodical pump of the spray bottle. The brief, damning flash of her face. There was no ambiguity. No room for doubt.
I opened my photos app and began deleting old pictures—blurry shots of Leo’s soccer games, duplicate sunset photos, screenshots of recipes I’d never made. I wanted the video to be front and center, the first thing visible when I opened the album. I created a new album titled simply, “Evidence.”
My plan was simple and devastating. I would wait until the “New Business” portion of the meeting agenda. Margaret, the club president, would ask if anyone had anything to share. I would stand up. I would talk about my hydrangeas, about the twenty years of love and care I’d poured into them. I’d describe their sudden, inexplicable demise.
Then, when the sympathy in the room was at its peak, I would deliver the finishing blow. “And I know why they died,” I’d say. “Because they were murdered.” I would hold up the iPad, press play, and let the silent, grainy footage do the rest. I imagined the gasps. The shocked looks. The turning of heads toward Brenda. I pictured her face, crumbling under the weight of a dozen pairs of eyes. The thought sent a thrilling, vicious jolt through me.
This was more than about flowers now. It was about principles. About the quiet, unspoken contract of neighborliness, of community, that she had so brazenly violated. People like Brenda, who let their envy curdle into poison, they counted on no one calling them out. They relied on others being too polite, too conflict-averse to make a scene.
Not today.
I slipped the iPad into my tote bag, the cool metal of the case clicking against my keys. I took one last look in the mirror. My eyes were bright, my expression determined. I looked ready for a board meeting, not a public execution. But that’s what it was going to be.
Mark was on a conference call in his office when I left. He gave me a small, worried wave. I just nodded, my hand already on the doorknob. The drive to the community center was short, but my mind raced, rehearsing my speech, visualizing the moment of impact. The rage was a furnace inside me, burning hot and clean. By the time I was done, Brenda’s reputation in this town would be nothing but mulch.
The Accused in the Assembly
The Oakmont Community Center smelled, as it always did, of stale coffee, lemon-scented cleaner, and the faint, dusty scent of old paper. The meeting was in the Rose Room, a small hall with beige walls and uncomfortable stacking chairs. About fifteen members were already there, chatting in small groups, sipping lukewarm coffee from styrofoam cups.
I scanned the room. Margaret, the club president, was arranging a platter of store-bought cookies. Mr. Henderson, whose prize-winning tomatoes were the stuff of legend, was holding court by the water cooler. And then I saw her.
Brenda was sitting by herself in the back corner, as far from the door as possible. She wasn’t holding court. She wasn’t smiling her usual tight, polite smile. She was just… sitting there. She looked terrible. Her skin was sallow, her eyes puffy and ringed with shadows. She wore a shapeless gray cardigan that seemed to swallow her whole. She was staring at her hands, which were twisting a damp tissue in her lap.
A flicker of something—not doubt, but confusion—went through me. This wasn’t the picture of a smug saboteur. This was a woman who looked like she’d been crying for a week. She hadn’t even brought anything for the snack table, a cardinal sin in the unwritten bylaws of the Garden Club.
I pushed the thought away. It was an act. She was pre-emptively playing the victim. She knew what she’d done, and this pathetic display was her attempt at damage control. It wouldn’t work.
I chose a seat in the center of the room, deliberately placing my tote bag on the chair next to me. I wanted a clear line of sight to everyone, and I wanted them to have a clear line of sight to me. A few people nodded hello. I returned their greetings with a tight, focused smile. I could feel the weight of the iPad in my bag, a dense block of righteous fury waiting to be unleashed.
Margaret called the meeting to order. We plodded through the usual business: the treasurer’s report, a debate about the best time for the annual plant swap, a presentation on organic slug deterrents. Throughout it all, I kept my eyes fixed forward, my posture rigid. I felt Brenda’s occasional, fleeting glances in my direction, but I refused to meet her gaze. Let her sweat. Let her wonder. The anticipation was part of the punishment.
Finally, Margaret looked down at her agenda. “Alright,” she said cheerfully. “That brings us to New Business. Does anyone have anything they’d like to bring before the club?”
My heart began to pound. This was it. I took a slow, deep breath, placed my hand on my tote bag, and stood up. Every head in the room turned toward me.
A Verdict in a Community Hall
“I do, Margaret,” I said, my voice clear and steady. A hush fell over the room. I had their full attention.
“As many of you know,” I began, my eyes sweeping across the familiar faces, “my hydrangeas have been my passion for the better part of two decades. They’ve won this club’s top prize for the last three years, a fact of which I am immensely proud.” I paused, letting the words hang in the air. “This morning, I woke up to find them destroyed. Withered. Black. Every last one of them.”
A collective gasp went through the room. Margaret’s hand flew to her mouth. “Oh, Sarah, no! What happened? A fungus? A late frost?”
“No,” I said, shaking my head slowly. “It wasn’t a fungus. It wasn’t the weather.” I let another beat of silence pass, building the tension. I could feel Brenda’s eyes on me now, hot and terrified. I turned my head and looked directly at her for the first time. Her face was ashen.
“They were poisoned,” I said, my voice dropping to a low, dramatic register. “Intentionally. And I know who did it.”
The whispers started immediately, a frantic, sibilant wave. I reached into my tote bag and pulled out the iPad. I held it up. “My husband installed security cameras last year. They captured everything.”
I walked to the front of the room, my heels clicking on the linoleum floor. I didn’t need to play it on a big screen. The intimacy of the small screen would be more powerful, more damning. I held it out for Margaret to see. The grainy video began to play. The hooded figure. The spray bottle. The methodical destruction.
Then, the turn. The flash of light on a familiar, puffy face.
Margaret recoiled as if she’d been struck. “Is that… Brenda?” she whispered, her voice filled with horror.
“Yes,” I said loudly, for the whole room to hear. I turned, iPad held out like a shield, and panned it slowly across the front row. “That is Brenda. Sneaking into my yard in the middle of the night and murdering my flowers because she couldn’t stand to lose to me one more time.”
The room erupted. All eyes swiveled to the back corner, to the woman in the gray cardigan who now looked smaller than ever. The whispers turned into open, shocked murmurs. It was a complete and total victory. The public shaming was everything I had imagined.
I lowered the iPad, a grim satisfaction settling over me. I had done it. I had exposed her. Her reputation was in ruins.
The Collapse of a Rival
Brenda didn’t deny it. She didn’t shout or protest her innocence. She just… crumpled.
Her face, which had been a mask of terror, seemed to collapse in on itself. A terrible, low, keening sound escaped her throat, a sound of such profound despair it cut through the din of shocked whispers and silenced the room. It wasn’t the sound of a cornered villain; it was the sound of a soul breaking.
She covered her face with her hands and began to sob. Not quiet, delicate tears, but huge, racking, body-shaking sobs that seemed to be torn from the deepest part of her. The damp tissue she’d been worrying fell to the floor, forgotten.
The atmosphere in the room shifted instantly. My righteous anger felt suddenly garish and oversized in the face of this raw, unrestrained grief. The other members looked away from her, their expressions a mixture of pity and extreme discomfort. They looked at the floor, at the ceiling, at me. Their faces seemed to ask, *Was this necessary?*
I stood at the front of the room, the iPad suddenly feeling impossibly heavy in my hand. This wasn’t how I had pictured it. I had expected defiance, denial, a shouting match. I was prepared for a fight. I was not prepared for this utter and complete disintegration.
Margaret, recovering her composure, moved toward Brenda. “Brenda? Brenda, dear, are you alright?” It was a stupid question, but what else was there to say?
Brenda shook her head violently, her sobs now punctuated by gasped, choked words. “I’m sorry,” she wept, her voice muffled by her hands. “I’m so, so sorry. I just… I couldn’t look at them anymore. Not one more day.”
“Couldn’t look at them?” I asked, my voice harsher than I intended. The last embers of my anger were fighting against the rising tide of confusion. “What are you talking about? It was a competition.”
She lowered her hands, and her face was a wreck of tears and shame. “It was never about the competition,” she wailed, looking at me with eyes so full of pain it was like looking into a wound. “You think I cared about a blue ribbon? About some stupid plaque?”
The words hung in the air, baffling and accusatory. My entire narrative—the one I had so carefully constructed and so ruthlessly executed—was built on the foundation of her envy. If that wasn’t the motive, then what was?
The Weight of a Why
“My boy,” Brenda choked out, her voice raw. “My son, David.”
I knew she had a son. I’d seen him a few times over the years, always in a stroller or a wheelchair, always with a blanket over his lap, even in summer. He was younger than Leo. I’d just assumed he was frail.
“David loves flowers,” she continued, her words tumbling out in a torrent of grief. “It’s one of the only things he can respond to. The colors. The smells. We sit on our porch every single day.” Her gaze flickered toward the window, as if she could see her own porch from here. “And every day, we’d have to look across the lawn at… at your garden. At those perfect, giant, happy flowers.”
She took a ragged breath. “He can’t walk. He can’t talk. He has Lissencephaly. He’s not going to get better. He’s going to… he’s going to die, Sarah. The doctors say maybe a few more years, if we’re lucky. And my garden… my pathetic little garden is all I can give him. It’s the only thing I can do that seems to make him peaceful.”
The air in my lungs turned to stone. The room was so quiet I could hear the hum of the fluorescent lights overhead. Lissencephaly. I didn’t know what it was, but it sounded monstrous.
“Last week,” she sobbed, “we found out the new wheelchair we need, the one that will actually support his spine so he’s not in constant pain, isn’t covered by our insurance. It costs twelve thousand dollars. The grand prize for the contest… it was five hundred dollars. It’s not a lot. But it was *something*. It was a little piece of it. A start.”
The truth landed in the center of the room with the force of a physical blow. The oily patch on my lawn. The grainy video. My righteous crusade. It all felt so petty, so meaningless, so utterly and horrifyingly small.
“I know it was wrong,” she wept, wiping her nose on the sleeve of her cardigan. “It was a monstrous thing to do. But every time I looked at your perfect flowers, all I could see was everything my little boy will never have. A normal life. A future. And I just… I snapped. I hated them because he couldn’t have them. I hated you because you could.”
I stood frozen, the iPad hanging limply at my side. The rage that had fueled me for hours had vanished, leaving a cold, cavernous hollow in its place. I had set out to expose a villain, to win a war of pettiness and pride. But there was no villain here. There was only a grieving mother, pushed past her breaking point by a weight I couldn’t possibly imagine.
And I had just, in front of fifteen of her peers, taken a sledgehammer to her.
The Echo in the Silence
The drive home was a vacuum. The streetlights smeared past the windshield, blurry and indistinct. I’d left the meeting in a daze, mumbling something incoherent to Margaret as I pushed through the stunned silence and out the door. No one had tried to stop me. No one knew what to say.
The iPad sat on the passenger seat, its screen dark. It felt obscene now, like a murder weapon. The triumphant click of the tote bag clasp now echoed in my memory as the sound of a guillotine being locked into place.
My righteous anger, that clean, hot fire, was gone. In its place was a thick, cloying smoke of shame that filled my lungs and made it hard to breathe. I replayed the scene in the Rose Room over and over. Brenda’s crumpled form. The sound of her sobs. The look in her eyes—not of a rival, but of a hunted animal. And my own voice, sharp and self-assured, delivering the killing blow. *“She couldn’t stand to lose to me one more time.”*
How could I have been so wrong? So stunningly, spectacularly wrong?
I had built an entire narrative on the flimsy scaffolding of my own pride. I saw her envy because I was proud. I saw her as a competitor because I was competitive. I never once stopped to consider that her life, the one happening just fifty feet from my own, might contain anything more complicated than a desire for a blue ribbon. I had looked at her, but I hadn’t seen her. I’d only seen a reflection of my own petty grievances.
The weight of her “why” was crushing. *A wheelchair for her dying son.*
I pulled into my driveway and killed the engine. My own house looked alien. The porch light cast a warm, welcoming glow. Inside, Mark was probably finishing his work, and Leo was probably still waging digital wars in the den. A normal life. A healthy son. Everything I took for granted, Brenda watched from her porch as an impossible dream.
And those hydrangeas. My “unimpeachable” hydrangeas. They weren’t a symbol of my hard work and dedication anymore. They were a symbol of my blindness. For years, they had been a daily, periwinkle-blue torment to a mother watching her child slip away. The thought was so horrific it made me physically ill. I rested my forehead against the cool glass of the steering wheel, the shame a physical weight on my shoulders. What had I done?
An Autopsy of a Mistake
“So… how’d it go?” Mark asked as I walked into the kitchen. He was pouring himself a glass of wine, his back to me.
I didn’t answer. I just dropped my keys and my tote bag on the floor with a heavy thud. The sound made him turn around. He took one look at my face and his expression changed from casual curiosity to immediate concern.
“Sarah? What happened?”
“I did it,” I said, my voice flat. “I played the video. I told everyone. It worked just like I planned.”
He frowned, confused. “Then why do you look like you just came from a funeral?”
“Because I did,” I whispered, sinking into a kitchen chair. “Mine.”
I told him everything. I recounted Brenda’s confession, word for word. The son. David. Lissencephaly. The wheelchair. The five-hundred-dollar prize money that wasn’t about pride, but about easing a child’s pain. With every word I spoke, my own actions seemed more and more monstrous.
Mark listened without interrupting, his glass of wine forgotten on the counter. When I finished, the only sound in the room was the hum of the refrigerator. He came over and knelt in front of me, taking my hands in his. They were ice-cold.
“Oh, honey,” he said, his voice soft with a sympathy I didn’t deserve. “I’m so sorry.”
“You told me to be careful,” I said, a dry sob catching in my throat. “You told me this could get ugly and I didn’t listen. I didn’t *want* to listen. I was so wrapped up in being right that I never stopped to think I could be wrong.”
“You couldn’t have known, Sarah,” he said, trying to soothe me.
“But maybe I could have!” I shot back, pulling my hands away. “I’ve been her neighbor for ten years, Mark. Ten years! I knew she had a son who was sick. I just… I didn’t let it register. It was easier to see her as the competition. The jealous rival. It fit my story better.”
The ethical horror of it was blooming inside me. This wasn’t just a mistake. It was a failure of character. A failure of basic human empathy. I had had a choice. I could have walked across the lawn. I could have knocked on her door. I could have asked, “Brenda, what’s going on?” But I didn’t. I chose the public stage. I chose vengeance over understanding.
“I wanted to humiliate her,” I confessed, the words tasting like ash in my mouth. “And I did. I destroyed her in front of all those people. For what? For a bunch of dead flowers.” I looked out the window at the skeletal shrubs, their dark shapes accusatory in the twilight. “God, I wish she’d just set the whole house on fire. It would have been less damaging.”
The Unforgiving Light of Google
Sleep was impossible. Every time I closed my eyes, I saw Brenda’s face, streaked with tears. I saw the empty space in the back of the Rose Room where she had been sitting. I heard that awful, keening sound of her grief.
Around 3 AM, I gave up. I slipped out of bed, careful not to wake Mark, and went downstairs with my laptop. The house was quiet, filled with the soft, sleeping breaths of my family. A house untouched by the kind of tragedy that lived next door.
I sat at the kitchen island, the glow of the screen unnaturally bright in the darkness, and I typed “Lissencephaly” into the search bar.
The results were a clinical nightmare. “Smooth brain.” A rare, gene-linked brain malformation. Seizures. Severe psychomotor retardation. Difficulty swallowing, muscle spasticity, a shortened lifespan. The prognosis was brutal, a checklist of accumulating failures of the human body.
I clicked over to the “Images” tab and immediately regretted it. Pictures of brain scans, the normally grooved and wrinkled surface of the cerebral cortex eerily, unnervingly smooth. Photos of children with vacant eyes and contorted limbs.
Then I found the parent forums. The posts were a raw stream of consciousness, a digital wall of grief and exhaustion. Parents trading tips on feeding tubes and seizure medications. Desperate pleas for information on new treatments. Memorial posts for children who had lost their fight. The phrase “a shortened lifespan” from the medical sites became devastatingly real here. “Our sweet angel earned his wings today, just before his 8th birthday.” “Celebrating 10 years with our warrior, a milestone we were told we’d never see.”
I read about the cost. The endless therapies. The custom equipment. The wheelchairs that weren’t just for mobility but were complex, life-sustaining medical devices, costing as much as a small car. The constant, soul-crushing fight with insurance companies.
Brenda’s life, which I had painted in simple, two-dimensional strokes of envy and resentment, came into focus. It was a life of 24/7 care, of constant worry, of clinging to tiny moments of joy in a sea of medical hardship. Her garden wasn’t a hobby; it was therapy. It was a sanctuary. The contest wasn’t about ego; it was a desperate grasp for a tiny bit of help.
And I, in my comfortable life, with my healthy son asleep upstairs, had seen her desperation as a personal attack. I had taken her single, misguided, grief-fueled act of lashing out and used it to publicly decimate her. The cruelty of it, the sheer, blind arrogance, was breathtaking. I closed the laptop, my own reflection a pale, ghostly mask on the dark screen. The person looking back at me was a stranger, and I didn’t like her at all.